I am GOD
i never loved a person like the way i love myself.
i love to become god. i have almost become one. i see myself to be better than anybody else. nope.. u stop here, if u think im comparing.
it was a wonderful morning for everybody in the office. i had come rather early this day to the office. i sat on my cube and said my prayers which i do everyday before i start my work. i heard a noise, a flutter and somebody murmuring "boss in coming". i just kept quite and sat continuing my prayers. the boss came in, he looked around, looked me sitting with eyes closed. went to his room and called everyone for a one to one meeting. before the first person went to his room, i barged in and asked, tell me when is my turn. if i am the last person who is gonna sit with u, then i shall return after meeting few clients. he said wait and i waited... i waited... waited... it was half past 11 am and the golden time of a salesman. i did not want to wait any further. i told his secretary that i wud be leaving and coming back @ 2pm. left the office, came back at 2.pm only to see boss waiting with a grin face. Where the hell hav u been all these hours, he questioned. "to meet my client", i said...... didnt i ask u to wait?-boss........ yes of course, but dont u plan ur tour- me....... are u the boss or me?- Boss.........ofcourse u r the boss, but my real bosses are my clients. u give direction, they give me life. he left without saying a word, coz he knew he wud succumb miserably if he started to argue with me. i anticipated a memo after this incident. "unfortunately", yes unfortunately it was not served.
Everybody told me that my EGO ruled and thats why i went out on a sales call, when the boss was here. Dumbs they are. they never knew that i was doing business while they were simply waiting doing nothing. the one on one meeting proved nothing to them, except to few of those who got nice bashings for their performance. my EGO saved me and i always have a positive EGO, an EGO that wud be prodcutive.
When i work, i work. when i have fun, i simply have fun. i believe that fun and work should go hand in hand. whats life without fun. and whats life without EGO. a person who has no confidence on him, has no EGO.
Anger is the cause of all miseries. one must know to control it or else life will become miserable. i heard these phrases in one the movie that i watched. Anger takes its head, when there are negative forces enters ur mind.
many a time i have had the negative forces around me and within me build, like a pressure cooker left too long, about to explode. I realized action had to be taken, my self worth was at an all time low, hatred and judgment of everything around me soured my thoughts, my tongue was harsh and quick to cut those near me.
I knew my ego was against me. I suffered terribly from 'brain blurting' - even when I was able to keep my tongue in check my mind would rant and rave uncontrollably. I decided to take the reins.
i was an anger machine during my early teens.i wud not listen to anyone for anything. mentors presented me wtih their old bit of wisdom and I finally decided to listen. In order to connect with the divine inspiration, the unified field, the collective consciousness, one must first silence the mind. how could this be possible. to silence the mind means not to think of anything?? simple. just think of positives all the time while u r angry. u can never silence the mind. u can neither control it to be silent. but u can rule it. thats what i say to everybody, when u r angry, just stay calm, meditate and to find the silence u wud judge nothing, good or bad, i dunt know how to label this.
Each time a thought entered my mind that was judgmental I would shush it into silence. The first time u wud have to shush a thousand times! Just as
i did this. With each passing day I found the length of silences between brain blurting had increased significantly. Within those silences great and wondrous things began to happen.
Have EGO, a positive EGO, be a person who is unique, follow ur own style, dont pretend to be someone. control ur anger.
Its easy to feel like god, but try be a GOD. i am a GOD.
i love to become god. i have almost become one. i see myself to be better than anybody else. nope.. u stop here, if u think im comparing.
it was a wonderful morning for everybody in the office. i had come rather early this day to the office. i sat on my cube and said my prayers which i do everyday before i start my work. i heard a noise, a flutter and somebody murmuring "boss in coming". i just kept quite and sat continuing my prayers. the boss came in, he looked around, looked me sitting with eyes closed. went to his room and called everyone for a one to one meeting. before the first person went to his room, i barged in and asked, tell me when is my turn. if i am the last person who is gonna sit with u, then i shall return after meeting few clients. he said wait and i waited... i waited... waited... it was half past 11 am and the golden time of a salesman. i did not want to wait any further. i told his secretary that i wud be leaving and coming back @ 2pm. left the office, came back at 2.pm only to see boss waiting with a grin face. Where the hell hav u been all these hours, he questioned. "to meet my client", i said...... didnt i ask u to wait?-boss........ yes of course, but dont u plan ur tour- me....... are u the boss or me?- Boss.........ofcourse u r the boss, but my real bosses are my clients. u give direction, they give me life. he left without saying a word, coz he knew he wud succumb miserably if he started to argue with me. i anticipated a memo after this incident. "unfortunately", yes unfortunately it was not served.
Everybody told me that my EGO ruled and thats why i went out on a sales call, when the boss was here. Dumbs they are. they never knew that i was doing business while they were simply waiting doing nothing. the one on one meeting proved nothing to them, except to few of those who got nice bashings for their performance. my EGO saved me and i always have a positive EGO, an EGO that wud be prodcutive.
When i work, i work. when i have fun, i simply have fun. i believe that fun and work should go hand in hand. whats life without fun. and whats life without EGO. a person who has no confidence on him, has no EGO.
Anger is the cause of all miseries. one must know to control it or else life will become miserable. i heard these phrases in one the movie that i watched. Anger takes its head, when there are negative forces enters ur mind.
many a time i have had the negative forces around me and within me build, like a pressure cooker left too long, about to explode. I realized action had to be taken, my self worth was at an all time low, hatred and judgment of everything around me soured my thoughts, my tongue was harsh and quick to cut those near me.
I knew my ego was against me. I suffered terribly from 'brain blurting' - even when I was able to keep my tongue in check my mind would rant and rave uncontrollably. I decided to take the reins.
i was an anger machine during my early teens.i wud not listen to anyone for anything. mentors presented me wtih their old bit of wisdom and I finally decided to listen. In order to connect with the divine inspiration, the unified field, the collective consciousness, one must first silence the mind. how could this be possible. to silence the mind means not to think of anything?? simple. just think of positives all the time while u r angry. u can never silence the mind. u can neither control it to be silent. but u can rule it. thats what i say to everybody, when u r angry, just stay calm, meditate and to find the silence u wud judge nothing, good or bad, i dunt know how to label this.
Each time a thought entered my mind that was judgmental I would shush it into silence. The first time u wud have to shush a thousand times! Just as
i did this. With each passing day I found the length of silences between brain blurting had increased significantly. Within those silences great and wondrous things began to happen.
Have EGO, a positive EGO, be a person who is unique, follow ur own style, dont pretend to be someone. control ur anger.
Its easy to feel like god, but try be a GOD. i am a GOD.
posted by Krishnah at 11:25 PM
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